Well, it is 7:39am and I am up, showered, and dressed, that is making me feel relatively accomplished already..I assumed it was more along the lines of 8:30 when I walked downstairs after my shower. My house is still a disaster after the wood floors, I am still sleeping on my mattress on the floor of my bedroom with just a lamp, no clock, no nothing. My bathroom still has everything that we couldn't fit into Taylor's room in it. On a really happy note, my new bedroom furniture arrives on Tuesday and my mom arrives Tuesday night.
I went over to my neighbors house the other day to give her the $20 I owe her for her daughters fundraiser and she invited me in and we chatted for a while. What I noticed is that this woman has 5 kids ranging from 20 to 8 and her house was IMMACULATE...there was not a toy in sight nothing. I was like wow do I feel incredibly inadequate. My house always seems to be in disaster mode, I am thinking that the sunroom needs to become the playroom so that I can at least consolidate toys into just one room downstairs.
Do you ever feel like your too young to have a house and all the responsibilities that go with it? I was talking to Taylor about it the other day, I shouldn't have to think about getting hardwood floors redone and things of that nature...lol. I love that we have this nice home but sometimes the things I have to do hit me in a weird way and its just strange...I am sure that sounded like a crazy rambling but hopefully someone gets it.
I need to decorate this house..many of the rooms are left undecorated and its starting to annoy me now that I am more focused on it. I don't have a ton to budget for decorating but I suppose I will take it one day at a time and go from there. I feel like this house is always in construction mode and maybe thats whats holding me back? Maybe you guys can help me out, I will post a picture of a location that needs something and you can give me ideas.
Preschools..wow what an eye opener that has been. I picked a place that I KNEW that I would love, had my heart set on her going there and we went and visited (checkbook in hand) and bam..I hated it. I was so let down and deflated. I knew in my heart that as much as I wanted OJ to go to school in Princeton that I couldn't send her there. It was depressing to say the least. I have found another preschool in the area (not Princeton) that looks a lot more along the lines of what I am looking for, cheery colors on the walls, children's artwork..etc. We shall see..I am still bummed about Princeton.
Well, I have rambled enough..thanks if you made it this far. lol
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